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Jasmuheen?\ [04 May 2007|11:16pm]

Ever heard of Jasmuheen? What do you think of her?
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[25 Mar 2006|10:20pm]

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bad tastes in your mouth [07 Feb 2006|12:09pm]

when you're fasting do you ever get a really gnarly metallic taste in your mouth?
it always happens to me.

how does one get rid of it??
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anyone home? [03 Nov 2005|08:54pm]

my brain's fat cancerous ass is IN THE WAY.

there's white stuff on my stool. maybe it's the suppositories? i'm obsessed with my poop.

i'm not comfortable in my body unless i feel like i'm starving.

my face gets perpetually itchy from the caffine pills.

i want to be emaciated, fast, strong ass hell and

<img src="http://lookingglasssupport.com/StarvingForPerfection/Ana/Thinspiration/Bones/extreme-34.jpg/>
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Just had to post about mustard. . . [15 Aug 2005|06:06am]
Upon joining this community, I read about how it seems like you are looking for freaky-deaky anecdotal posts relating to our ED's. So here's mine:

Back in college, when I was in a severe state of starvation from my anorexia, I had to drown everything in mustard if I was going to eat it. For some reason, during that time mustard was the only thing strong enough that I could actually taste!

I found out later from my doctor that my anorexia had triggered a severe zinc deficiency, which suppresses your ability to taste things. No wonder food was always so nasty!

Mustard became the "fifth food group for me" - I think I consumed more mustard than actual food during that time.

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+hey+ [04 Aug 2005|12:59am]
[ mood | lonely ]

I'm new here and here's my intro xD
ok I'm from austria, 18 years old and an ed-no +hrm+
my eating habit is weird. sometimes I eat nothing, sometimes I eat like a pig ... I'd like to stop it, cuz it destroys me ... I'd like to be under control.

my stats ... hrhr.

height: 165 cm
current weight: 55 kg

maybe I should look it up in lbs and that stuff ^_^

ok. good night then.

edit: I looked it up ;)

height: 165 cm = 5 ft 6 inches
cw: 55 kg = 122 lbs
lw: 49 kg = 108 lbs
hw: 58 kg = 127 lbs

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new community! unconditional support and acceptance... [13 Jul 2005|04:10am]
...specializing in bulima. i'm a veteran/recovering bulimic, i'm very open and very human. i've created a new community in the hope that people can find absolutely unconditional support and acceptance, an environment where it's safe to ask the hardest questions and get a more candid answer than you'd ever expect your highschool sex-ed teacher to give you! : ) this community is for people in the disease of ANY STAGE, whether you're in denial, you know you're sick but you're not ready to give up your disorder, you'd just like to talk about the affect it has on you, you're afraid and feeling out of control or that the disease has become mixed up with your identity or sense of stability, or you're in the recovery stage and you're actively fighting. anorexics and EDNOS more than welcome, bulimia just happens to be my own demon and i know it far more intimately than i'd like to...

come check it out. it's brand new but a few great people have stopped by. if you'd like a new stage for your voice, here it is...

thanks for reading. best wishes and take care...

xoxox rude_waif

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[05 May 2005|10:29am]


Come and join fixmymirror. We've just opened so we're looking for new members!
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[31 Jan 2005|05:49pm]

hi. i saw this communtity and thought it was a great idea! I'm starting a fast as of tommore so if i need a little distraction (my self-control is horrendous!) then i know where to post! anyone can add me!
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[23 Nov 2004|01:31am]

You are invited to join 5_ft_1_bulimics, a forum for those who use laxatives, exercise excessively, and/or make themselves vomit on a regular basis for the purpose of self-comfort and weight loss. All members must meet the height requirements of five feet and one inch.

This community should help others more than other general pro-eating disorder sites/communities, because I know very well how my body digests what it eats, what foods to eat at the end of a binge to create a laxative effect, how to combine certain foods to not cause involuntary purging, when to stop purging, the consequences of overeating or varying from starvation to normal eating, how little to and what to eat to create the same standard of weight loss, and the effect of all types (though not all brands) of dieting pills.
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[10 Nov 2004|12:07pm]

Hey girls. I have just created a new community for people with any eating disorder. You can do whatever you want there. Post thinspiration, share tips, whatever...please join. I want it to be a safe place for us all to go.

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Tips? [10 Jul 2004|03:52pm]

[ mood | hopeful ]

Ok. Maybe I'll give this a go. I'm Susanna, 17-year-old, 5'6, 114 lbs.

I need some advise on how to get rid of fat. And especially from your face. My face looks like I'm somewhere around 150!!

So I was just wondering, if anyone knew any good advice on what to eat/not to eat, what kind of exercises to do and stuff like that.

And I'd do with a couple of new ana friends. I need support, cause I'm a week fatso, who has zero self-control.

Sorry, x-posted.


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Intellectual Anas [05 Jul 2004|09:32pm]

Hey, I've started a new community intellectana for bookish and intelligent anas. This was formed origianlly around the idea of an Ana Book Club. So if you like to read and have an ED, come and check it out.
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[26 Jun 2004|04:02am]

im not sure if this is the right community for this.. but im just going to ask anyway. PLEASE help.

do i have an eating disorder? if so, what is it? my story..
okay, i used to be BONE skinny always growing up. im at a healthy weight now, (5'5'', 125 lbs) ..but in my eyes, i look disgusting. my arms and legs are still thin, but im noticing a slight belly. it definitly could be worse, but its killing me. im completely traumatized because ive never gained weight before. i mean sure from growing i gained weight but im talking about from fat and getting fatter. over the past 2 years ive been unhappy with my stomach. i dont excercise that much because im lazy. but last year i tried to eat as little as possible, and it worked, people always suspected i was anorexic during that time, and asked me about it. but i just told them to leave me alone. then not eating was making me feel really sick. and i couldnt take it anymore. so i kinda started rebelling against my own problem that i created, and started eating whatever i wanted, to spite the feeling of sickness i was getting from not eating. (i hope that makes sense). at that point, it wasnt about my weight anymore, i just didnt wanna ever get that hungry sick feeling again so i just kept eating as much as possible to avoid it. needless to say i gained back the weight i lost from not eating, and even gained a little more then that. then i was thinking okay this is rediculous now im out of control i dont know what to do because i gained even more weight and i was really depressed. my parents even said things about me getting a belly. i know im not REALLY fat, i could be worse, but the small belly is really getting to me. i dont have a flat stomach anymore. i cant watch what i eat now because im extra sensitive to the feeling of hunger, and i have a thing where i cant be hungry ever because it makes me feel sick.

that is what my basic mental/eating history has been. in case that might help deciding whats going on with me now.

so basically ive had image problems lately. my stomach is a little sensitive to coffee, and some other things. so basically when i drink alot of coffee, or eat certain things, ill have to go to the bathroom shortly after (if u know what i mean lol, ill try to not gross you out so ill just keep it at that). so yeah now since i cant not eat because of the hunger thing, i eat alot. and whenever i eat something, i try to always have coffee every day so it can cause me to go to the bathroom so i can kinda rid myself of what i ate. and when im out to eat with people ill try to get things that will make me go to the bathroom so i can get rid of it all. its not really helping me lose much weight, but mentally its relieving to know im getting it out i guess? haha sorry this is a kinda gross story but i mean i know a type of bulimia involves laxatives so i just wanna know if this is a problem.... please just let me know and thanks for taking time to read this.

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[16 Jun 2004|01:26am]

Hello. I'm Skye.
Today is my third day of fasting, and i've already lost 5.5 pounds =].
I cannot quit until sunday, at least.

I've been reading a lot about metabolism in this new book i got and it's VERY helpful. I found some cures for obese people to lose weight (just as good as us correct?)
They say...

*Chromium Picolinate increases metabolism. 200-400mg. Chelated form is perferred for best usage.

*Kola nut increases metabolism.

*Yerba mate increases meatbolism

*Spirulina increases metabolism.

Vitamin c also helps increase metabolism too....so i plan on buying all of these and taking them, helping me increase my metabolism =]
good luck everyone.
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Please post up your history. [10 Jun 2004|01:32pm]

Pretty - and oddly enough nothing like meI thought it might be nice if we posted up our histories of how we came to be where we are now. It might just be interesting to see how much common ground most of us have. Please post these details either in a new message if you are a member of ANA ANGELS - or else pop it in the free-for-all BUDDY LIST.

Do you have a GENETIC PREDISPOSITION? Do ED's run in your family?
Did you have a stereotypical 'anorexic family' growing up? That is negative, where parents were interfering and overprotective and where expectations were unusually high to achieve and succeed? Did you avoid conflict with your family? One parent overbearing while the other was quite passive? Family rules so strong it was difficult to express your individuality?
Were you subjected to abuse - whether of a sexual, physical or emotional nature?
Did your ED start due to adolescent crisis?Were you stopped from taking risks at this age and was your homelife unstable at this time?
Did it start out as a desire to conform to the social desire to be slim?
Was it a part of searching for autonomy?
Did you inherit low self esteem from parents who feel that way about themselves?
Did it start around the time of a period of separation or loss?

Just thought it would be nice to share. I fall into almost every category and it's actually of some kind of comfort to know I'm just a textbook anorexic as opposed to being the freak I always felt like growing up. The person is inside my head, that is me. But 'the body' I am trapped in just makes me sick.
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[09 Jun 2004|02:40pm]

X-posted to fat_ana

So, I've been getting dizzy spells, whatever. Not so much a fan.

Any suggestions on how to avoid this?
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[31 May 2004|03:11am]

So - how's everyone doing?


I've been doing pretty well, really. TR is more suspicious than he lets on and has been ordering pizza a lot - getting veggie types so that I will eat it, under the theory that it's more healthy that way.

Means well.
Had a party last night - got oodles of compliments. Which was fantastic. Must be off. Hope all is well for you guys....being a sort-of less dead community. :)
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[30 May 2004|03:39pm]
Ana Girls
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[12 May 2004|11:54am]
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